I got up at 9:30am, had breakfast and started checking information about visa 489, got confused by the meaning of nomination and invitation, then I asked a friend to check with his agent.
I also started checking some information about visa 482, turns out that it needs at least 2 years working experiences. I went to the job websites to look for some jobs that can do sponsorship, which are very little and many of them are high demanding, either CPA or CA qualified, or having working experiences from big 4. I sent those information to Dan PARK, and got no replies. I don’t know what to do, because it seems no plan B for me right now. Looking at those job descriptions, I just feel I am so noncompetitive. This is a big lesson to me. I cannot rely on anyone but me. The guy still hasn’t called me to work yet, and probably it’s not going to happen, but whatever, you really can’t put all your hope to others. It is suck to put all your hope to someone else, coz you will be disappointed in the end. Like my three years hopeless, ridiculous relationship, and it is counting.
Feeling sad and whining won’t make this shitty situation any better. I have to stay positive and pick up the time I lost to build up myself. It is really hard not to be anxious, but I gonna push myself to do it. Today is Day 1, and luckily, I still have my baby by my side, the sweetest cat.
Record myself in 2019 